Fiona,liltte person still in love with you.

well it rains and it pours,
when your out on you own,
if i crash on the couch,can i sleep in my clothes?
coz i spent the night dancing,im drunk i supposed,
if it looks like i'm laughing,i'm really just asking to leave.


this alone,your in time for the show,
your the one that i need,your the one that i love,

you can watch me corrode like a beast in repost,
coz i love all the voice and away with the boys in the band,
i'm really bent,
all the pain and it shows,
so why don't you blow me,
a kiss before you go.


give me a shot to remember
and you can take all the pain away from me,
you can see i will surrender.
its deadliest to me.




the above are just words for her.
if you don't get it,you don't have to.





met the boys at playground.
slacked for awhile till we went jetty.
nothing much happened.
no cycling,not much jokes nor fooling around.
so quite a dull day for me.


here's a saying i saw from a book i read,
"if something happens that hurts you deep inside,just know that better things in life are coming."

i understood the sentence by reflecting on my past.
i disagree to certain incidents that took place.
such as now,
i'm deeply hurt.
yet,i don't feel the change.


well heaven knows that,
without her,it's how i disappear.
can you hear me cry out to you,
words i choked on figuring out.
i'm just a ghost,i can't hurt you no more.