this one i HAVE to blog about.
went online earlier on,was having a break outside.
didn't realise she was online,
she said "take care".
and her personal message says "you've hurt me deeply the way you are now"


didn't you read the post about you?
i've told you,don't feel hurt coz this is what you get for stepping on my head.
im still the mr.nice guy.
but don't mess with me.
i've poured my heart out for you.
its a fact,admit it.
even the guys says so.
they say i'm just wasting my time on you.
becoz i never got anything from you.
its true that some things you do,i'll go crazy over it.
but you don't treat me like a boyfriend.
everyone needs attention from the special someone,even i do.


so you said "the way you are now"
you think i've changed?
try asking the crew,see what they have to say.
nope,i'm still the same.
only my thoughts have changed towards you due to your actions.
you made me this way.
sorry,i don't blame you.
i tried to be at my best.
but then again....
i tried to be the sweetest guy u've ever had,
i dunno if you realise this,
but when we're together,i've never fail to msg you every morning and night.
even with no replies,becoz you say you'll do so only if you can.
i trusted you.so i continued to waste my ppd.
but in the end,you actually lied.
you can waste your ppd for your friends,but not me.
i understand,you friends are too important.




but i know,deep down inside of me,
im missing you.
i would love to have you back.
but,i wan the old you.
the fiona that never fails to put a smile on my face.
the gal who makes my troubles,sail real far away.
Not the one that lies,steps on me.
i hope you understand.
my words can be very insulting,i do realise.
but thats the only way to wake you up.
realise it,understand it,interpret it,change it.
that's all im asking for.