updating!

alrights,

i admit,i haven't been updating for a while now.

but today i must update!

had family outing today.

sham treating us seesha yo!

so met up with the guys at 08,

60-ed to bedok inter,

mrt-ed to bugis,walked to amira's grill.

reached there around 6.25pm i think.

seesha-ed,ate and stuffs.

cam-whored a lil bit.haha

walked around bugis and snapped photos.

visited 77th street and Mac.

till everyone felt like gg bedok to slack.

23-ed back to reservoir,

played soccer at pondok.

haha,it was some crazy shit!

at arnd 11.50,went to 7-eleven to have a drink.

after that,home sweet home.

guys,i had an terrific day!thnx eh?haha

everyone enjoyed it!but of course,a big thanx to sham everybody!!

feewwweett!

okay,it's included in my "one-of-my-best-days" list!

but,there's one thing that is not.

its in my worst day list.

and that is you,fiona.

what can i say?your a rebel.

ima rebel too,but i dun get myself in trouble with the law.

coz i know,in singapore,you can't hide from the law forever.

so what the heck are you doing???

running away from court dates and stuffs.

listen,its not cool.its embarrassing.

for me,for your family.

you think i was alright when you told me your life's in danger??

obviously from the sentence i can tell you've beaten up somebody.

baby,WHAT THE FUCK??

what good does violence bring?

satisfaction??

think bout it,satisfaction felt for over a minute.

guilt felt forever.

cops coming after you,

you can't run,i told you.

and now your telling me your afraid of girlshome.

wait a minute,didn't you think bout this before you do some shit??

your not a visionary,im certain about it.

i have nothing else to say.

where ever you are,hope your safe.

i'd pray for you.

day and night.

im not angry,whatever i say above is logical.

no matter what shit comes,no matter how much you've hurt me,

i'm willing to forgive.

becoz i know i can't change you to become a better person.

instead,i can change myself to make you realise that your actions has an effect on me.

hopefully this way,you'd change.