Scream those sarcastic words at her face!

damn it!
why am i such a fool to believe?
she went clubbing on 31st august.
before that she told me she was busy studying.
HAH!
do you study in clubs?
wow,i didn't know your concentration level was SOO good!
your able to ignore the dimmed lights,loud music,hot guys??
congrats!
you got a spot in the book of records!
it seems to me it doesn't bother you.
hurting me wouldn't be a problem would it fiona?
i doubt so.
confronted you,
you didn't even have the guts to reply.
no,no.your ppd ain't low.
i know.
there's such a thing called the self automated machine.
for short,SAM.
do you know i can check you balance through it?
the last time i checked,you left with 18 bux in it.
on the same night,you told me your ppd was low.
you really are smart.
but im smarter,
i just act stupid to see if you'd step on my head.
and you did!why am i not surprised??


(sarcasm escalates)

wonder what your doing now.
probably running away from the law.
hiding.
or maybe your in a club?
dancing away.
yea,ima go with the club thingy.
its what your best at.

when you read this,don't say i've hurt you.
face it,whatever hurt i give,is nothing compared to yours.
so far,i only hurt your through words.
but NEVER have my actions.
of course,you don't realise it.
its okay,good guys always loose.
bad girls always win.
that's what they say.
"they" is referring to those who poured their heart for someone.
im included in such people.
im not bragging,just a fact.

so why are you not replying?
guilty huh?
told ya guilt sux.
didn't want to listen.
probably deaf?
or brain dead.



picture this,your girl msgs you saying:
"you want betray me uhs?add girl in friendster?"

i replied:
"they're just friends.i wouldn't do anything to betray you,honey."

she replied:
"good,good.you say one uhs?"


after that,your girl hurt your feeling even after you said you won't do anything to hurt her.


fiona,wanna know the feeling?
IT SUCKS!
but of course,you couldn't care less.
after reading this you might say to me that im thinking too much.
but you don't mean it.
i'm sick of you saying those words.
you said it simply becoz you don't want me to worry as you wanna go out and enjoy.
listen,you've stepped on me,took me for granted.
lemme ask,have you no shame?
you wouldn't answer.
im sure of it.

you'd probably tell everyone about how much i've hurt you after reading this post.
but do they know how much you've hurt me?
if they do know,
they will look down on you and say,pathetic.
you think im a fool?
guess what?i just got alot smarter overnight.