remembering you...

remember this?
i use to edit this photo.
it has you right by me.
i still recall,it was my display pic on my old phone.
sudden thoughts of you came back tonight.
i don't even know why.
only god knows how i feel at the moment.
look at yourself in the mirror.
and tell yourself that your beautiful because its true.
look at how amazing you are..
i'm mesmerized,till now.
cupid got a bulls-eye.
i'm trying to pull out the arrow,bit by bit.
till she came along,
at first,i thought i could do it with a lil help.
but turns out,it's still stuck.
i realised even if she was mine,it's still there.
no one can replace you i guess.
your awesome on both sides.
why do i keep harping on the past?
questions only the wise can answer.
i can't get it myself.
memories are powerful rays.
strong enough to penetrate anything.
nothing that can be deviced will be able to withstand it.
hypocrite i am?big fat lyer you are.
we both have flaws.
i miss you dearly.
and i'm sorry for whatever that happened.
sorry's never enough,i know.
but that's just the way it has to be.
because you wouldn't wanna face me at all.