freedom awaits!

current track : Talk Shows on Mute - Incubus
current mood : bored,upset,tired and a whole lot more moods!


Boring,with a capital B.
Sucks with a capital S.
Irritated with a capital I.
Stressed with a capital S.

let me start with this afternoon.
came back down to earth at about 2pm or so.
rised and showered.
ate and rotted for awhile before going out to meet brother bear at 718.
brother squirrel and penguin came and joined us shortly after.

went to SK to slack.
friendster-ed and such.
met brother dolphin.
brother black mambo was there too.
after using the internet,sat outside like a bunch of escaped animals.
its not that we're being irritants of something,
we're just bored.

so there's a sheep,a bear,a squirrel,a dolphin,a penguin and a black mambo.
SERIOUS SHIT,DAMN BORING SIA!
went home early as going out later to eat.

so,at about 6.40pm,i'm back in my cage.
dad's making noise again.
its not like im home at 6.40 in the morning or such.
fcuk off la,seriously,get out of my life.
you don't want me to do nonsense?
i've got a solution,let go.
go away just like the rain did.
and come back another day.
probably when i'm done enjoying life.
perfect timing by then.

i'm always blogging about my dad.
and yet,the frustration still there.
guess i'm a failure.
told him time and time again,end the cat and mouse game.
i hate running,coz i know i'll never get even.
when i stood up and gave a stare,you pounced on me.
i'm just waiting for the predator to come and that's your work.
then,it'll be the other way round.
i'll be free from mouse traps and dead ends.
soon,i'll wait.

current track : Move along - All American Rejects

current mood : happy?

happy?not exactly a clear definition of how i feel today.

nope,i was moody.i just find that its getting boring-er each day.

nevermind,think it'll get better once everybody find time to go down.

went to haziq's house at 3pm.

waited for awhile for aleaf,wan and loloq to come.

slacked,watched tv and had snacks.

went to 74 after that.

me and haziq took the bus while the rest cycled there.

fetched geik kacang at 50.

then off to 74.

slacked some more till at arnd 7 plus.

bus-ed home.

nothing interesting happened.

gosh,i'm jailed again.

what i mean by "jailed" is i won't be able to go out often.

first of all,my cousins are having a sleepover here.

secondly,its because of you-know-who.

kept buggin' me to go home,bastard.

till 3rd dec,i'm stucked in this condition.

well,wouldn't want to blog too much,tata!

let's get down to blogging.
tonned last night,
damn tiring.
i swear,out of all the tons i had before,this one's a killer.

first,went out at 11.30pm or so.
cycled to tanah merah busstop and waited for geik(kacang!)
found out she's still at changi airport.
cycled to sham's house and exchanged bikes.
shortly after,went back the same busstop.

picked up geik and went back shamir's house.
mad nor,nas,aleaf tagged along too.
at around 1am,planned to go bedok town park was too far.
so cycled to 64
38 after that and next,159
something happened at 159.
nas was grabbed by this crazy old man.
he accused him of stealing bike parts there.

like,whatever?
its our first time there at night.
managed to escape.
so we raced off.
went to stage to slack.
me and mad nor wondered off for awhile there.
leaving geik and sham at block 6.
nas and aleaf had go off so,yea,left the four of us.


boredom strikes,
so we decided to go somewhere.
went to skygarden.
there's not a single light there.
only a few lamposts with dimmed lights.
sat at carpark as the playground's too dark.
it is believed that the place is "dirty".
if you know what i mean.
we told stories and stuffs.
i fell asleep twice.
rudely awaken by geik.
but thanks anyways =)

went off at arnd 5 plus.
we're too tired,so we sent geik home.
the three of us split up and headed home.
along the way i realised i'm actually quite fit =)
i don't mean to brag but,hey,i cycled geik all the way.
from tanah merah to bedok road to bedok south and around bedok south to skygarden to 126.
how cool?hahah.
oh,not forgetting chai chee sec area too!
cycled along the terrace houses.
up and down,down and up.
went back home,
showered and dropped dead.
toodles!

that was a close call,assholes!

current track : cookie jar - Gym class heroes ft The Dream.

current mood : tired,lethargic


met the guys at carpark around my area.
planned to just slack there.
since all of us got our own bikes,we decided to cycle to bedok inter.
went there,saw petrol cars rounding the area.
what's next?get out of that area a.s.a.p of course.
who would wanna get screened at 1am??
went opposite inter.
there,a police car stopped right infront of us.
then i heard a voice said "run uh,bodoh!"
so we got onto our bikes and sped downhill.
terrace houses surrounded the area.
guard dogs on watch,
factories,looked like abondoned houses.
we split up and met at block 18.

was sitting on the stage when suddenly heard someone called us out.
we're not sure who it was,so we went off.
farhan and mir went back into for awhile leaving me,nas,mad nor and aleaf at 19a.
talked and stuffs.
shortly after,they came back.
farhan and aleaf went off at about 4.30am.
so we went to 50 to slack.
went under skygarden after that.
at around 6 or so,cycled home.
didn't have enough sleep coz i just can't.
damn it =(

that december,

current track : Forever - Chris brown

current mood : bored to death,seriously.


been kinda dull recently.
why you ask?
well its because my freedom sort of got cut short.
i won't be going home late this month.
usually,4-6am is home time.
now,8pm latest =(


that's because dad's taking time off from work.
the reason : wanna spend time with family.so my son is not allowed to go home late!


for god's sake!
let me off will ya?!
geez..

no more spending time with the guys riding bike at night,
no more tons,
no more whatever-i-use-to-do-in-the-wee-hours-of-the-morning sessions.


let's look on the bright side,
its only temporary =)
at least that's what my mom said.

looking forward to the days ahead where i can come home anytime =))

guess what,i'm heading to KL this december for family vacation.
i'm 50% happy yet 50% sad.
i won't be able to meet the beautiful loves of mine for a whole week!
one day is like hell without them,what more a week?!

the other 50% is because i will be able to shop there =D
they have cheap and branded goods there!
VANS VANS VANS!
and nothing else.
hope they have more vans product there than in singapore.

alrights,nothing else to say.
its good enough i took sometime to blog okay!(referring to bella and reyhaa,who,without fail,tells me to update every single day!)

touched my soul

current track : Other side - Rebelution

mood : sad/remorseful

went over to the mosque to listen to a talk about self upgrade.

little did i realise it was gonna change the way i interpret things.

i realise,everything i do,can be a blessing or a sin.

just a simple smile could bring you some blessing.

but yet,as simple as jealousy can bring you sin.

i didn't know!

in my entire life,i've always felt jealous towards the ppl i see.

countless sins!

i'm changing my life now.

trying to quit smoking and avoid saying vulgarities nowadays =)

it may not be a big step towards being good but at least i try to kick out the things i do most.

i've been a lousy muslim.

i admit,i'm not a faithful one.

yet,i turn to god when it comes to trouble.why??

why can't i thank him for all the things that happened to me.

i mean,he did gave me some awesome stuffs.

i appreciate it loads.

all i have to say is,Alhamdullillah.

for letting me wake up everyday instead of taking my life away,

for having a family who looks out for me,

friends who never fail to let me down,

for the shelter you give and the clothes on my back.

thank you,God.

i'm not trying to act as if i just became a good guy or something.

i just learnt how to appreciate things in life.

bad or good,they happen for a reason.

everything has a story.

how interesting can life be?i can't believe i'm missing out on all this.

i don't believe in fate before,

but now,i do.

and i fell in love with god's wonders.

they say you can avoid any kind of danger just by saying god's name 3 times.

but of course,you must mean what you say.

nevertheless,no one can escape death.

one day,you'll loose the one you love.

its gonna be hard,but its a test from god.

for those freethinkers,

save yourselves alright?

don't think hell's cool.

it ain't.

i've heard of it.

not even the devils,a creature so strong and able to manipulate the genius minds,are willing to sit there.

what more humans?

its a question everybody should think about.

=D

photos =)

haziq hardcore sey!

aleaf =)

aqil feat loq!

mir,ruyu and me =)

haziq!

cocky face XD

geik =D

phin =)

mir and sabby =)

reyhaa ft loloq =)

just the guys =)

some pics i grabbed from bella's blogg.

thnx bella for uploading yea?i know its a tough process but hey,your the only one with the camera XD

rain,rain go away,come again someday when i want you to come..

damn it!
woke up early to do a few stuffs.
firstly i gotta go to pasir ris to renew my ez-link.
secondly,gotta head to lavender to create my passport as i'm gg off end of this year.


it wasn't much of a trouble renewing my ez-link,
but when it came to lavender,it all started.
there's so many fcuking ppl in the train.
futhermore,it was stuffy.

kns.


nevermind,patience.

lucky for me,i dun have to line up to create my passport.
all i had to do was fill up some stuffs and done =)


went straight home after that.
chilled at home for awhile,then went off to 74 to meet loloq and aleaf.
they were so fcuking late!
i came thr about an hour earlier!
so cycled around while waiting.

went to skygarden's carpark.
had a bad fall due to careless-ness.
i didn't realise the wall was so close to me.
next thing i knew,i was on the floor with my bike on top of me.
it hurts but shit happens ya know.

the rain came at the wrong timing.
i was heading to the shops when it rained.
so got caught up.

waited to xenia to come.
instead,aleaf and loloq came first.
man,they're like ten times wet-ter than me!
slacked awhile,went to 74 as xenia was there.
had to take the long route there as the damn rain's pouring in.
met xenia,suvd and geikchang(not sure if it's the correct spelling).
slack and slack and slack.
geik kept taking our cigg sia!
after much,xenia went off.
so farhan came.
continued slacking.
took pics and stuffs.
shortly after,
geik and suvd went off.


wasn't feeling a hundred percent today.
so went off early.

reached home,ate medicine and chilled.
nearly fell asleep till i suddenly remembered to meet mad nor under my block.
waited for his call,but he didn't.
so i called him,turns out his mom said he's asleep.
change of plans,meeting aleaf instead.
went to shamir's house to play his games and surf the net.
so here i am,using shamir's lappy to blog.
lots of shouting and yelling.
laughing too!
they're playing FIFA 07.
its as if it was a real match.
its cool and all.

argh,
feeling weak.
got headaches.
running nose.
and a lil bit of sore throat.

sounds like a fever to me.
god damn it!
must the rain!

shud be resting these few days.
not sure if i could see my peeps for the time being.
but,i'll try my best to come =)