touched my soul

current track : Other side - Rebelution

mood : sad/remorseful

went over to the mosque to listen to a talk about self upgrade.

little did i realise it was gonna change the way i interpret things.

i realise,everything i do,can be a blessing or a sin.

just a simple smile could bring you some blessing.

but yet,as simple as jealousy can bring you sin.

i didn't know!

in my entire life,i've always felt jealous towards the ppl i see.

countless sins!

i'm changing my life now.

trying to quit smoking and avoid saying vulgarities nowadays =)

it may not be a big step towards being good but at least i try to kick out the things i do most.

i've been a lousy muslim.

i admit,i'm not a faithful one.

yet,i turn to god when it comes to trouble.why??

why can't i thank him for all the things that happened to me.

i mean,he did gave me some awesome stuffs.

i appreciate it loads.

all i have to say is,Alhamdullillah.

for letting me wake up everyday instead of taking my life away,

for having a family who looks out for me,

friends who never fail to let me down,

for the shelter you give and the clothes on my back.

thank you,God.

i'm not trying to act as if i just became a good guy or something.

i just learnt how to appreciate things in life.

bad or good,they happen for a reason.

everything has a story.

how interesting can life be?i can't believe i'm missing out on all this.

i don't believe in fate before,

but now,i do.

and i fell in love with god's wonders.

they say you can avoid any kind of danger just by saying god's name 3 times.

but of course,you must mean what you say.

nevertheless,no one can escape death.

one day,you'll loose the one you love.

its gonna be hard,but its a test from god.

for those freethinkers,

save yourselves alright?

don't think hell's cool.

it ain't.

i've heard of it.

not even the devils,a creature so strong and able to manipulate the genius minds,are willing to sit there.

what more humans?

its a question everybody should think about.

=D