be careful what you wish for,

ima get straight to the point.
you said i will regret,for sure.
didnt think i will.
cause now i know why you said that.
i apologise for any inconvenience caused.
insults and stuffs,it was all out of anger.
guess im sensitive.
i say before i think.
and now,i regret.
very,very badly.
i blew it.
you were right all this time.
i was the one who was paranoid.
i was the one who didn't think this will happen.
i was...no,i am the one to blame.
i know i've said you blamed me,i accused you.
now i know,it was my fault all along.
god damn it.
damn regrets,i cant forget,
forget about this thing ever happen.
i blew our romance away,just like that.
i know your not gna forgive me.
i have to live with that.
i have to live with the thought...
you hate me,
and i now know the reason.
truth,i hate myself right now too.
i shud have known that it was true...
i shud have known...you were saying facts.




i pledge to learn hard,
built myself a time machine,
get everything right again.
you may object,you may not want things be back to the way it was.