Wednesday, January 14, 2009


see the one on the left?
well,i miss her fcuking loads.
its been a long time since i last saw her face.
what the hell do i care?
why do i even let people stereotype me?
if you guys think its pathetic,then that's just your dang business aint it now?

most of all,the memories we shared,engraved on my heart.
i can name every incident that took place.
so what if i still have feelings for her?
its non of you people's problem.
what i am going through right now,is very different from a normal boy-girl relationship.
it ain't monkey love.
it was true love.
that's why,till now,i'm mesmerized.
if only people could understand how i feel..
then this post wouldn't be pathetic.
i will wait,no matter how long it takes.
cause time is on my side.

this morning,out of the blue,all of a sudden,you gave me a text msg.
i was shocked of course.
thought you might have forgotten me or even worse,hate me for what i did to you previously.
at least i got to know how are you and what your going through.
it relieves my heart a bit.
i have more questions to ask,yet i was stoned cause i couldn't think straight.
all i could say,i miss you dearly.
stay safe,don't find trouble while serving time in hostel.

iwantyou
imissyou

ihavenothingelsetosay.

Friday, January 2, 2009

i owe it all to you