2 days of events

let the photos do the talking =)

took about a day ago.

enjoy yea? =)

coversation that touched my heart

this is what aaacin said during our convo:




aaacin: nt all the saburapis are physically tough. bt we sure as hell are tough in the heart. tough in our bond as a true group.


aaacin: i fcuking define saburapis as jiwer(love).


kambeng: woah!,that seriously touches my heart man =)


aaacin: i may have created the name, bt all we people created the damn group. came frm different schools, different places, damn, i dont even live in resv no more. bt all our heart lies in that only one place we call home. we dnt need o8 to live, even if we slack beside the roads, we can still live. all we need is our true faithful bond.

kambeng: did you copy that from somewhere?coz that touches my heart deeply =)


wise words from founder of saburapi himself.
to be honest,he never fails to keep our bond together.
he may not come down often,but his words are magnificent.
this is coming straight from my heart.


takecare.!

you left me here in grief,so say goodbye to our friendship

guys!
i'm fucking bored!
i've lost confidence in most of the things i do.
or the things i wish i could.


oh,i accidentally ran into this guy's bike and he went like "haiyoyo"
lucky me,i thought he was gonna pick a fight or something.
apologised and went on cycling with phin.


was suppose to meet acin and his friend(cant say out) @ spiderweb
but,i can't go home late,so told them i can't meet.
i'll go down tmrw okay guys?
we'll meet up and slack like we always do =)

after much,went home after that.
basically went out just for a cycle.
boring =P


hey,
lets work together.
we shall attack the opponent.
there shall be lessons taught.
lets see who will have the last laugh.

past is past,i'm loving the future.

held on to the thought that better things in life are coming.
so far,some good did happen.
but some of course,bad things occur to level out the good stuffs.
there's good yet there's bad.


lets talk about the good stuffs as bad stuffs makes my heart ache.
for today,met the guys at somewhere.
slacked as usual.
inner peace sets in.
all i see is lovely peeps whom i trust and would never BETRAY me.
unlike CERTAIN ppl.

also,i finally learnt how to hop to manual.
real simple actually.
felt excited when i passed.
replaced the old handle and brakes with new fusion haro brakes and handle =)
thats another good thing that happened to me.


talked crap with farhan.
he kept making funny faces!LOL
some of 'em are disgustingly funny.
with his tongue sticking out!

basically there was only mad nor,me,farhan together with nas.
but it fun =D

to Nas:
i want your god forsaken bike man!
damn it!
lucky its heavy and silent.
if it wasn't,it could have been mine!
nevertheless,do takecare of that bike as it is one of a kind =)




ok,no more nonsense.
im taking off,saiyonara!

BIG FAT LIARS!

this is the story of a girl,
who loves to lie to her friends,
she looks so sad in photographs,
i absolutely hate her when she lies.


sorry if i have to blog about you,ex-sis.
you see,no matter what i do,i apologise.
if not before,then after.

of course you apologise too.
i mean,you still have a good heart somewhere beneath those lies.
how many times have i given you chance?
how many times have i argued with you?
countless.


but this is the final straw.
this time is way over the limit.
i found out your dirty lilttle secret and i lost much respect for you.
when we first met,you promised not to let him get near you.
i shud have never trusted you,
you shud have never came to us.
i thought your just an ordinary girl.
but your full of lies.
your meant for the flies.


after doing something wrong,you'd send me a regret message.
but in the end,you still do the same thing over and over again.
i'm sorry to have called you a dog.
but some of us thinks its true.

your a dog to someone who dared your OWN DAD to come out.
shame on you.
goes to show you have more love for him than your own flesh and blood.
even if he seldom sees you,remember,he contributed to your birth.
he gave it a shot and prayed to god that you'd come alive.

so how do you think he feels now?
i shudn't have asked you.
you couldn't care less about your dad's feelings.

take me for example,
i dislike my dad too.
but never will i love some girl more than i love him.
i say,this is the truth.


boyfriend or bestfriends?
you'd lie to your bestfriends just so you could see him.
i know you'd say you didn't.
but i know,your hoping to see him when you came down that very same day you promised me your gonna fucking avoid him.
he called you to come,and you did.
even after much hurt he gave you.
i see what's coming,xenia.
soon enuff you probably end up in girls.
is that what you want?
you say no,but your puny mind says "probably?".
your heart says"see first uh,if go then go lor".

suit yourself.
i'm wasting bloody time here.
i'm fucking upset by the way you are now.

FOR MY BLOOOOOGGGGGG!!!!

YEEEAAAARRRGGGHHHHHHHSSS!(with arms wailing all over the place)


I'M FEELING CONFIDENT!

I SHALL TRY MY VERY BEST!

THIS MAY KILL ME,BUT ITS FOR THE THE PEOPLE!

WHO WASTED THEIR BLOODY TIME READING THIS USELESS PIECE OF SH*T!

AND THAT IS TO....revive this blog,coz its dying =).


so basically all the yelling and caps above is just for fun =)
whoever reads it might think i'm going to do a huge sacrifice or something.
but nah,just to create suspense!


now this is where i trip and fall.
i have nothing to blog about!

outside,i have many things to say,
but inside,all those words sort of ran out of my head!
stay words!stay!

i need you coz i wanna revive this blog!
argh,for god's sake!

but there's one that i can remb.
its stinging clear.
the saburapi has a new port now.
no,no.
not 718.
coz we know that simaito will come.
so a new port is selected.
somewhere the simaito can't find.
its right infront of theirs eyes!

nah,just joking,its actually far from them =)
finally,some PEACE.
i'm running out of words!
so before i start talking crap,i better take off.

do tc yall =D

the Simaito and Saburapi conflict.

i've had it!
enough of this fucking shit!
why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday?!
fcuk the conflict between us.
lets just end this.


to make it simple,
lets not see each other for the mean time.
shall we?i think that could give ea group some time to rest.
i know the saburapi and simaito conflict its not much of a deal at first.
till one incident.
even though it took place due to someone's will,we just can't accept it i guess.
but no matter,its over now.

but to think some simaito members physically touched one of the saburapi clan.
over some stupid reason.
now that,i can't accept.
never will i forgive those who took actions that day.

why use violence?got nothing much to say?
what are you trying to prove?that you are better than us?
of course you are better,physically of course.
but your not okay in the state of mind,trust me.

go back to where you came from.

i've lost much respect for the simaito lately.
look where we are now,
you came,you influenced,and you tore our clan apart.
that's not entirely your fault.
to the few who joined the simaito,good luck eh?
whenever you get into trouble or simply having been kicked out of simaito,
don't ever come back to the saburapi.
you not welcomed.
your under hitler's rule now.if you get what i mean.


to the saburapi's,
lets all forget about whatever shit that took place.
lets revert back to the good old days.
i'm looking forward to that,honestly.
we might be smaller,but we're stronger.
that,i have to agree.
thinking of the olden days makes me smile.
just us guys,slacking.
talking about our lives and incidents that took place where it might shock us.
hope it could happen =)



simaito,
stop looking for the saburapi to find trouble.
we're different now.
if you get any info,interpret it into your minds first before taking any actions.

when the clock strikes midnight,

so listen,
got something nice to tell you readers.
so here it goes.
i think i'll not be gg down for quite sometime!
not that it's a good news or anything.
i just wrote it down to make myself feel better....i guess.
you see,i just don't like the way things are now.
and i think i speak for a few of my peeps.

wasn't down for a week or so.
came back,i saw unfamiliar faces.
can anyone tell me who invited the ghosts?

fustrated when walking with the usuals,suddenly talking about ppl i don't know about.
names which doesn't ring a bell.
when asked,i said "who the hell??"

i just wish things to be back to normal.
just me with the guys and gals that i know of.
they say things change,
but i say,i can change it the way i want it to.
its just a matter of will.
there's always ways to do it.


to the idiot amongst us,
you have no guts.
no matter what,you can't hide.this is singapore for god's sake!
its just a tiny lil island.
although it may seem big,but you got fooled.
i doubt you can live safe.

there'll come a time,when all said and done.
when the water you've been surviving on,evaporates.
when it comes,you only have the clothes on your back.


so tell me,whatcha gonna do this time?




lets talk about yesterday shall we?
alright,went to far east with the crew.
hanged out and some bought gifts for their parents.
it was exciting.
wasn't feeling weird at all coz the ppl i go out with,are the people that has a place in my heart.
and that's a fact.


so i was looking for a pair of flip flops.
yea,didn't bought any.
wasn't interested in any of the stuffs there.
nevertheless,it was fun.

took pics with bella's cybershot.
some funny pics of course.
some idiotic pics of mine too.
so went back to resv after that.
just as i expected,the idiot's still there.
lost my mood for a second.
luckily alep was there.
he cracked me up!
so sat with iran,fadli and alep.
didn't wanna sit near dumbass or i'll be getting dumb vibes from him.
went to playgound to meet the others.
went home shortly.



looked at the clock,
telling me its 11.30pm,go to sleep ass!
but i wasn't feeling tired at all.
still up for some adventure or something.
so when the clock striked midnight,
called up khai,nas and mad nor to my house,
repaired my bike,went to look for some more.


it was damn good fun i tell ya!
sheer madness!
nas,obviously joked like the joker he's born to be.
singing songs from various artists.
reggaeton was his favourite.
at first,mad nor had to tompang both khai and nas.
till we reached skygarden,i had to tompang nas.
chaos begins.
he couldn't keep his mouth shut!
i nearly lost balance next to the road due to his rubbish talks!
laughing like mad men till we found a bike with no locks on it.


so what are we waiting for?
nas rode the new bike.
finally,a heavy burden was lifted off my chest.


since nas got a new one,he sped across tanah merah's busstop,
next to something i don't care about,
dashed all the way up to a junction.
it was becoz the the green man turned red.
we're in luck,coz we couldn't catch up.

so cycled to simei,dropped by 7-11.
off to tampines.
there,we saw a "bapok" sitting nearby.
before going off,we shouted "bapok!!"
in a blink of an eye,nas was gone.
he was already on the bike speeding off!
what a sissy!
he's afraid that "bapok" might give chase.
reached this area near tampines stadium,slacked at the playground.
we teased nas all the way without stopping.
stories of ju-on coming out from the dustbin gives him the creeps!
while leaning and telling the story,nas was slowly dragging his butt near me,
guess he couldn't take it.LOL

went back to resv,sat at parade square for awhile.
after much,home sweet home.
it was already 5 in the morning.
so i slept throughout the day =)

an update,

for a start,i'd like to apologise to you readers for not updating my blog.
its near death!
many things happened these past few weeks.
but i just can't seem to put it in words.
its either too hilarious,
or too stupid.
anyway,i'll tell you what happen yesterday.


accompanied loloq to pasir ris interchange as he wanted to renew his ez-link.
so yeah,waited for about an hour or so.
i was too early.
you see,i was still at home when he msged me saying he's on the way there.
didn't wanna be late,i asked my sis whether she could send me there by car.
when i arrived,no sign of loloq anywhere.
and the wait begins.


finally,after much of walking round white sands to kill time,he showed up.
mrt-ed down to bugis.
was actually just the two of us.
till sham msged asking whether i was going for a shisha session.
since i could stay out late,i agreed to go shisha =)
aleaf and nas tagged along too =)

so met up with the crew at long john's.
went to bussorah street,
then enjoyed!

after that,went to peninsular in search for new wears.
boxers!bought 3 =)
bought other stuffs too.
much after,went to marina and ate.
accompanied sham to the taxi stand at esplanade,
off to giordano for a new pair of round tees.


went home after that.
i had nothing else to do,so i took my bike back down to cycle.
went home at around 12am.
i wasn't tired,still bored.
went to meet khai,nas,phin and mad nor nearby.
slacked till at about 5am.
went home and slept after that.


argh,nothing interesting's taking place in my life.
nothing to blog about.
if you do not see anymore updates,send your regards.
it goes to show my blog's heading to hell.