remember those days?

went off to resv at 3 plus.
slack there.nth much happen really.


went home at abt 8pm coz boring.
went home n stuffs.

had a lil talk with xenia.
she told me stuffs.
i noe i am suppose to be mad,but i chose not to.

i've decided that i can't order,but only advise.
soo we talk till idk what tym.late i think.
went online,nobody online aso.except for xenia.
soo chatted awhile,read her blog.she apologised n stuffs.

ask whether i could meet her later on.
coz i need to ask something.
besides,the only ppl that care abt her is me n sabby.honest.
idk bt the rest.they seem unconcerned.


i have a feeling,a bad one.
i feel that someone's gonna stab me in back.
if it happens,idk what to say now.
i must prepare myself.emotionally i mean.
that backstabber wouldnt be any concern of mine,but her words will.
so will her promises.
all i hope for is she would stick to whatever she said to me.