not a good day for me.

saturday:


went to marina as planned,but certain ppl who "bai tau" us didn't join in.
supposedly to be 7 of us gg,end up 4 only.god damnshyt!

but i know why khairulla made up a good reason not to go.he's scared he would get beat.
he has that "matrep gilerbabi" look.alah,scared for what?u say u gangster mah?gangster taik kucing ah!

soo,kena "bai tau",went off at arnd 4 plus.went to bugis first as aleaf wanted to buy stuffs.
soo den,went to marina n met iran.slacked thr.in a while,went off to vivo to meet ira n her frens.

at vivo,slack some more.thn off to yew tee to sent ira home.but first,slack at playground first.
the place there is different from bedok sia!soo eerie n quite.n the police rarely goes in.which is a good thing of coz.i dont want to get screened by public servants!

soo at abt 12 midnight,went off to take train home.we took the one that is gg towards city hall.
thn,the most "suay" thing happened!the train is terminating at ang mo kio!GODAMNSHYT!

we went to amk inter to look for buses gg to bedok.but...no more!!!
soo,at 1.20am,we're stranded in a place we don't know much abt.oh!help us!

me,aleaf n iran had to ton n wait for the first bus.
decided to waste our time,we WALKED ALL THE WAY FROM AMK TO TOA PAYOH SIA!
aleaf went home at braddell as his mom fetched hym.soo me n iran had to ton.
walked n walked for abt 2hrs or so,thn finally reached toa payoh.along the way we had to sort of survive.hav to keep our eyes alert in case of police cars passing by or such.

so reached toa payoh hub at arnd 4am.tired,we walked arnd hdb hub lyk drunken men,talking crap shit n stuffs.cant even walk straight.even though its only two of us,its lyk having to ton with 10 other ppl.if you get what i mean.soo kecoh sia!!hahah,waited for the first bus.took 59 to bedok resv n went home straight.


sunday:


woke up at 3pm,went down to 745 at abt 4.thr,slacked for a while,dn ruyu came.
surprised,i thot she only comes here on weekdays.i thot weekends she would be slacking somewhere else.
soo we slacked n stuffs.had an argument with xenia over the phone.
after that,did not hav any mood to speak or do anything.finally,i apologized even though it wasn't my fault,idk whose fault was it.i apologized juz so that everythng would be okay again.

i hate arguing with you,xenia.seriously.i meant arguments as in real arguments.everythngs okay now.

went home at abt 11pm,too tired.oh,n i skipped work today!hee~
dun tell my boss!

okay,sooo

woke up at 11.30 something,i am late!
quickly cleaned myself n rushed out of the house to meet ain.
met at blk 110,slacked thr n stuffs.

went off at abt 2.40.took 65 to tampines.
ain dropped off at 7-11 as she was gg home.tml she'll be gg KL,ima miss her!

soo,went off to work.tis tym,i wasn't late,suprisingly.
worked till 10pm,went down resv to meet e rest.we slacked n stuffs.
went off at abt 2am as i was tired.long day at work.

nth much to blog abt.shud b gg marina later.lookin forward to it.gonna shop myself some pants!
heheh.& boxers too!LOL.

aint nothing much to do or say.half dead rite now...

its nothing,really.

soo met up with the rest at coffeshop.
slacked for awhile,thn went to make my posb card.

after that,went to tamp with phin to buy shoes.thn,went to ljs n had lunch.
thn,took mrt to pasir ris,to make my ez-link card coz spoilt.damnshyt!
tis is lyk the hundredth tym i make a new card.it kept gettin spoilt.for no reason!
ez-links are made from cheat material ppl!LOL

thn took train to bugis.phin was looking for an mp3.soo we went sim lim.
he was looking for a 512mb mp3 with a budget of $55.
he ended up buying an mp4 with silicon casing for only 54.90!god damnshyt!
comes with a travel charger.2GB SOME MORE!ARGH!
fcuking lucky sia!mine is 2gb zen stone plus,but costs 79!i got cheat!fcuker!LOLOL

after that went to bugis to hav a look around.bought a cap.
went to topman,thought ey still have sale,but sadly,no.
soo i bought their crew neck.wanted to buy their formal,but too ex =(
gotta save money for pants!

thn,slcked thr....went off at abt 7 plus.went back to resv.slacked some more.
lyk shit,soo lil ppl only.but it was okay.







and,im fine...ive got problems but i cant say,im scared.done.

i fly,i soar

didn't do much today.
worked till 9pm,went off to meet iran,nas n e rest.
so happy to see iran =)
he gave me a keychain with my name engraved on it.it was a gift he bought from mecca!
its cool~thnx bro!appreciate it loads!

slacked till 12am plus,went home.nth much to do sia!
bored to death.no one's online.

to make things worst,im on standby for today!
soo,browsed through friendster n blogs.nth interesting either.
blogging now,can't sleep.





kept thinking of she n her.oh shyt!

okay soo change of plans.next week dun need treat xenia chilli crab.
she say one.iadk why.nvm


iran's not back from mecca yet.miss him!hope he comes back before tis saturday.
coz gg marina.long tym nvr slack with hym at thr.=(

nth much happened.finished work at 8,went off to bedok north,thn slacked at nearby playground.

later on,nas n mad nor came.farhan n aleaf was thr too,but went off shortly.
went to carpark n explore,found a fire extinguisher!

took it to resv,played with it!cool~
looked lyk fallen clouds!more cool~LOL

went back at 12am,msged her.thn game!

try-not-to laugh game =D

okay.soo today was as per normal.came down,saw them playing pool.
joined them n slacked.

at 3 plus,xenia came n joined us.

slacked at 702 whe we did nothing.soo what ya do when ya damn bored?play kiddy games!

went to nearby playground to play blind mice.it juz wasnt my luck,so i had to be the damn blind bitchass!

finally caught fey,so now he's the blindass!followed by jem.

after that,the GOOD me sent xenia to the bustop,as she was gg off.
the fcuking GOOD me lehs!dun say i aint no good,xenia!

at arnd 7 plus,xenia came back down.she actually msged me,n asked me to fetch her from bustop.but i didn't,coz ma phone is on silent.tats okay,the VERY GOOD me has done alot for her.

thn,went off to meet ain dearest at 721.slacked till at abt 9.40pm,sent her home,thn back to resv to meet up with the rest.went to 7-11,came out with alot of things in my bag.buy la of coz.

slacked at 715,where we play tis game called try-not-to-laugh game.Nas was the entertainer,so his job is to make us laugh.but we must try not to.

me n farhan were the first to got out of the game,coz we couldn't control ourselves!
followed by khai,aleaf...n last,jem

so that makes jem the winner!hahaha.too bad thr's no prize!

i went off at abt 12,went home.eat,showered,went online.

next week's gonna b quite busy.
friday:maybe go changi village treat xenia chilli crab,again,the OH-SO-GOOD-ME.
saturday:maybe gg marina to shop with the rest.
sunday:maybe gg swensons with xenia eat ice cream!

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woke up 2.30,got ready,met the usuals.

at 3,went to gv tamp to watched kung fu panda,it was really funny!
after the movie,we slacked outside at the playground,saw ruyu,slacked somemore.


went to miz29,saw vans shoes =D
i swear when i get my pay,ima buy that half-cab!
n ima buy their bag too!dickies!

soo all planned,things to get,where to get,
tampines:bag,shoes,tophat,yankee-cap
marina:clothings
penin:pants,shoes.



ouh yea,must treat xenia chilli crab at changi village too!haha.


talking to xenia on the phone rite now,talk abt alot of things.
talk abt horror shows.gossip.n stuffs.


thn xenia said "oh,mak kau babi!"
xenia,xenia,ur soo malay!ahahaahah.


okay thats all peeps,nth much to say!

carparks,lightbulbs,havoc!

juz came back from work.was tired actually.

was sitting down chattin on the phone with xenia.yes,its back to normal.

luckily Nas,mad nr n khai was thr.later on phin came.

soo we slacked.

it was lyk 2am in the morning,feeling bored.

so we went to this nearby carpark.it wasn't done yet.all in a mess.

we played arnd with bangla's helmet n stuffs.made noise n stuffs.

i found this helmet which looks alot lyk iron man's mask!LOLOL

later on we found lightbulbs.tonnes of em!

planned to thorw it down from second floor,soo we went up n saw tis bangla working.

we immediately let go of the bulbs which made this loud explosive sound.

i hesitated for a while,thn ran down,following the rest.nas fell down along the way!wakekekek!!

crazy moments.i shall remember this day as the day we made a bangla's job harder.

becoz they gta clean the mess we made.n rust me,its gonna take more thn 20 bangla to do it!

round of applause for *****!

dear xenia,


woohoo!she realised its her fault,but then,guess what?no apology!
im soo DARN GODAMN HAPPY MAN.if tis is the way ur gonna be,thn might as well.


soo sarcastic rite now.disappointed,AGAIN.its lyk in ur nature to fcuking disappoint me.
tell me,what do you get from disappointing me?HUH?excitement?satisfaction?
what,what,WHAT?TELL ME!TELL ME SOO I CAN MAKE U EVEN MORE HAPPY.


yours truly,
im so pissed off by you rite now.

oh god,no!

today was REAL borinnggg.
its my only day-off,n not many ppl arnd to hang out with!BOREDOM!

slack3,till damn boring sia,
im soo fed-up,probably becoz not many ppl coming.
ask acin,no money.
ask sabby,wait,can't contact her.
ask katek,came,but went fishing(boring)
ask xenia,.....standard ah.


boring lyk fcuk.went home,do normal stuffs.
went online.had a lil ARGUMENT over msn convo.
guess who?haha,the one that called me a BYTCH,but thn didn't admit.

i was really already pissed off,even though i didn't show at first.thn suddenly im called a bitch.
great~juz the thing that could cheer me up.rite.thats juz great.
ouh,n i juz made a new friend,named sarcasm.


she was oblivious.can still ask me
"ay,you angry ah?"








on the other side of my mind,i kept thinking abt tis one thing thats bugging my sleep.
its happening again,that thing...ohmy.
it will never exist!gotta get tis in my fcuking brain!

one night only.

it all started ystdy.
met the rest at coffeshop.slacked till 6 plus,thn went off to changi as we decided to go OCH
oooohh,scary!LOL

slept in the bus when i was rudely awaken by fey.
got down from the bus,thn went to eat murtabak first.

it was already 8 plus by thn,soo its quite dark n eerie.
walked to OCH,reached thr in abt 20 mins.
so the brave me,sab,xenia,aleaf,fey n madnor went to the stairs.
fey n mad nor backed out bcoz of some reason.idk what.
walked half-way ,decided to went down back coz too scary...heee~

went to the beach to slack,talked abt stuffs when it was abt to rain.
soo we decided to go back to changi village.halfway thru,got caught up in the rain.

drenched,we walked to the bustop to go downtown east.
sabby's classmates are having a chalet over thr,soo we joined in.

this is when the fun starts.we joked arnd n dressed up as ghosts n stuffs.
esp. xenia!she looked to real!scary babe!

thr,royce n waihai were also having a chalet thr.coincidence!

later on that night we told storied n stuffs.
at abt 4 am .went to elias mall to buy food n stuffs.
went back to chalet,sleep,woke up at 10am.
went off at abt 11.25,accompanied fey to buy cigg.
reached home at 1,by then,i was dead tired!soo without much further ado,
went to my bed,crashed.

woke up at 4pm,realised i was gna b late fer work!ZOMG!(okay,being soo gay-natic now.LOL)
worked till 11.40,went off to meet sabby,xenia,farhan,nana n nas at 718.oh ya,khai too.
slacked till 3.20am,walked home,went online,blogged.~half dead rite now~

oh n tis post is in the gay-natic color!wooo!

changi village

sooo today went off to a good start.
met the rest as they planned to go fishing at changi villgae thr.

thot it would be fun,soo i joined in.

reached thr,damn booorrriinngg sia!!
all you do thr is juz watch ppl fish3.tating ah!

didn't stay thr fer long,left at abt 6,went to resv to slack.
thr,nas,jem n mad nor was already thr.
shortly after,afro n katek joined us.

got bored,soo we went to the nearby parade square to slack.it was ok,at least thr's other ppl arnd.

went off at 11.30pm,do the normal stuffs n went online.
earlier on i told xenia i'd call her as she was feelin bored.had to entertain her.

over the phone,she entertained me instead of the other way round.
haha..sang nonsensical songs over the phone.
i told her that her voice would wake the dead.but she persisted!
okkaay,if she sang songs that i know abt,thn thats okkay.but tis tym,it was reggae.
TATING UH REGGAE!I DON'T UNDS A SINGLE WORD THEY SAY!
its lyk another language from another dimension!


over the phone fer 1 hr i tink,thn decided to hit the lights.
xenia said nt to sleep early.SORRY!im tired.n sleepy!call me the next tym ur bored k?
dun hav to wait till i call you.coz by thn i would be half dead.hee¬


looking forward to ton wit sabby n xenia.we planned to go OCH n the japanese school.
im kindaf worried if i were to see stuffs.ya know what i mean?
but on second thot,maybe i'll be gg off at 3 or 4am..need some rest fer work on thursday.DAMN!
GOD DAMN IT,I HATE WORKING TILL WEE-HOURS IN THE MORNING!

one thngs for sure,im never gna work at GV anymore.after this month,NO MORE GV!!

now your gone..fer two weeks =(

got news from iran that he'll be gg mecca today n not monday! =(
was really sad,but the least i could do was to sent him off at the airport.

soo me,loloq n phin went to his house.sat fer a while,thn off to changi airport.
thr,we managed to spent the last minutes before he went off.took pictures n stuffs.
he'll be gone fer 2 weeks!i noe it sounds short,but if u were in my position,u'd feel lyk forever.
he's my brother ya noe.imagine to not seeing ur bro fer 2 straight weeks! =(

i noe lately things between me n my bro isnt gg well,but that don't matter no more.
i noe i did my part in showing him how much i care fer him.
phinny the pole felt the same way too.


soo it was tym,fer him to board the plane.
we shooked hands n hugged.i will miss him man!
told hym to take care n that we will b waiting fer his arrival back in sg.

saw him entered the checkpoint,thn went off.
along the way i broke down.but no one noticed.not even phinny nor loloq.
got myself together after awhile.
it feels empty without him though.coz usually me n him would team up n tease phinny pole!

man,ima miss those tyms.
he'll definitely come back a different person.a better person of coz.
but maybe a more boring person?who knows??STAY THE SAME AH BRO!

With that,we went off to marina.not many ppl though.
esplanade looks soo empty,probably becoz of the rain.DAMN RAIN!

went to rooftop n slacked fer awhile,thn to sg flyers.
it was peaceful thr too.but it was okay.

thn back to marina,saw phinn's frens,slacked some more,went off abt 11 plus.
reached home at 12.20.

i can't believe im still awake knowing that i've got work tmrw.at 10am some more.DAMN!

btw,im gettin a new phone!woohoo!
say goodbye to my old freaking phone that sucks to the core!!!
but still,dunno when will get,probably next week!

topic:bored to death.

well started work at 3pm
came in late as usual.
it wasn't really packed today.soo itss nt really that tiring.
ouh!n i did closing by my own!i mean,box closing of course =)

its actually quite simple.i did juz lyk my trainer taught me.
wait,why the hell am i talkin abt work??its my day off today!n saturday too =)

lookin forward to maybe go esplanade or something.its been long since i've been thr.
lookin fer photography too!ITS BEEN DAMN LONG SINCE I LAST SNAP PICTURES!

later gg down,to meet the usuals.idk what's in store for us.
maybe we'll argue again?maybe thr will be more misunderstandings?i hope not.

soo my plan would be avoid any misunderstandings,get things clear,n juz chill.


chatted with xenia not thru an msn convo,but thru personal msgs!LAME LEHS!
but it was kindaf fun.idk why!

soo nth much really,soo yeah...guess i'll end here then.


ouh n xenia,sorry if i didn't called u up.i know i said i will after work.
but my damn battery was too damn low.hee~

lyf's getting duller.seriously.

lately i've been posting msn conversations.thats becoz nth happen much in my lyf now.
coz of work.n lately,i've been chattin with xenia only,coz she seems to be the only one thr when i needed someone most.fer example,bored?call xenia.online n bored?msged her ask her go online.
n she responds to it.it really means alot to me.thnx =)



MSN convo.



* Depends says:
Brother !!

* Depends just sent you a nudge.

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
haha

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
finally?lol

* Depends says:
Yeah , finally .

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
depends?

* Depends says:
Nth . Anyh put one

* Depends says:
Why your pm like that uh ???

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
bcoz i fell lyk im in the wrong

* Depends says:
Why ?

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
c'mon,becoz of me,u sortaf nt happy wit phin.

* Depends says:
No ? But he ytd whn saw him , like &%%#*$% !

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
lyk what?

* Depends says:
Cos he said what last time i promise t blanja him , thn ytd he ask , i got $10 but cnt spend , thn he expect me t treat him , but i never thn he showed attitude . Like wtf !?

* Depends says:
But , ite , i spend it .

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
ouh...u spend it on hym?

* Depends says:
No , myself . I didnt eat what , so go buy thng eat lo .

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
lol..ouh.

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
nvm hym..probably stressed?

* Depends says:
Who ? Him ? I slod be the one that is stress =.=

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
not siding hym or something

* Depends says:
Aiyah , whatever . Enough about him !!!!!!

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
tell hym la..if u dun wanna treat,thn dun treat la

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
juz say...

* Depends says:
I dont want talk t him .

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
anymore?

* Depends says:
No .

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
okaay..will you b alright if i still hang out wif hym?

* Right , done alrdy lahsxz . says:
Yes .

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
i mean afterall,i'll still come down resv when im free.

* Right , done alrdy lahsxz . says:
You did what , last night .

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
last night was aleaf

* Right , done alrdy lahsxz . says:
Anythng lah . I also never say i unhappy about anythng =.=

* Right , done alrdy lahsxz . says:
Orh .

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
okok...soo lied,it was phin

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
i didnt wan u to think that i forgot abt u guys

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
im sry

* Right , done alrdy lahsxz . says:
Nvm .

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
forgive me?

* Great . says:
Im not angry .

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
good thn,sure?

* Great . says:
Yah.

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
u dun sound happy...IM SOOO SRY

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
REALLY,I AM!

* Great . says:
Im happy .

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
im juz asking fer your forgiveness once..

* Great . says:
IM NOT ANGRY .

* Great . says:
YOU'RE NOT AT FAULT .

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
soo u think its phin's fault?

* Great . says:
NO .

* Great . says:
Aiyah , no one's fault la .

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
thn xenia okay?

* Great . says:
Yeds

* Great . says:
* Yes

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
hmm..

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
okay

* T think that i ...... Nvm [: says:
Ok




tell me evrythings that's needed to know.
coz im lost n worried abt ur problems towards my frens
i need to know.so i can try n settle this.
n probably try to bring back resv.


what am i saying?i can't even bring myself back up.
but i do have ppl who supports me whenever im abt to fall.


phinny & xenia.try to sort out ur problems.
u guys are the pillar of my life rite now.

MSN convo

* Lets MIA tgt [: says:
Heylo

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
hola
Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
MIA?

* Lets MIA tgt [: says:
Yah huh .

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
okkaayy

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
MIA forever?

* Lets MIA tgt [: says:
Can uh ?

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
i ask you.

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
so tell me,MIA forever?

* Lets MIA tgt [: says:
Can forever ?

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
........

* Lets MIA tgt [: says:
Okok

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
ur gna MIA with iran rite?

* Lets MIA tgt [: says:
No ?

* Lets MIA tgt [: says:
W Nana ? Idk

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
c'mon,MIA's nt gettin u anywhere

* Lets MIA tgt [: says:
Ay , ok .

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
dun MIA can?

* Lets MIA tgt [: says:
One week only ?

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
erm..

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
u'll b back next week?

* Lets MIA tgt [: says:
Nonono , i mia after papa go , thn idk whn come back . Hahahahah .

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
den leave ur korkor behind?great.

* Lets MIA tgt [: says:
Never , i never horsxz !

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
MIA what...means leaving me?

* Lets MIA tgt [: says:
Never horsxz !

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
thn why the fcuk MIA?

* HUHUHAHAHEHEHOHO says:
Okokokokok

* HUHUHAHAHEHEHOHO says:
Never x10

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
the thng that im still worried abt is...why r u nt happy with me hanging out with phinny?
* HUHUHAHAHEHEHOHO says:
I never not happy horsxz !

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
thn when i msged "im with pole!"

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
u replied "oh.thn okay.that thng.aight"

* HUHUHAHAHEHEHOHO says:
Correct what . If not reply what ?

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
i replied "ay,seriously.im not gna spend tym alot wit phin oni,dun worry

* HUHUHAHAHEHEHOHO says:
Ok

* HUHUHAHAHEHEHOHO says:
Alright ..

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
thn u said "im ANGRY with phin!okay,maybe a lil?"

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
why say that?

* HUHUHAHAHEHEHOHO says:
No more [:

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
no more hate fer hym?

* Maybe Alil But dont care lahsxz ! says:
Er huh .

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
kkaes.

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
i wanna see you leh

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
long tym no see xenia =(

* Maybe Alil But dont care lahsxz ! says:
After next week

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
woah.

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
but u said when its my off-day,you'd come down..

* Maybe Alil But dont care lahsxz ! says:
Ay .. Which will be when ?

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
not confirmed..i suspect tis sat aku off-day!

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
so u'll come down tis sat?

* Maybe Alil But dont care lahsxz ! says:
You gg out what =.=

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
im not...

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
go out fer what?

* Maybe Alil But dont care lahsxz ! says:
Oh , i thot you are . See first lah !

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
ok fine...

* Maybe Alil But dont care lahsxz ! says:
Huhhhhhhhh ?>

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
juz that...idk,if can i want it the way it was between us all

* Maybe Alil But dont care lahsxz ! says:
Like ?

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
like last tym,when thr was no arguments n stuffs

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
i really miss those days =(

* Mind load slowwwwwwwwwww says:
Ohok . Same ?

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
but tis kind of condition,i dun think soo...maybe after the holidays it will..

* Mind load slowwwwwwwwwww says:
Erm , right . MAYBE ,.

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
juz maybe..

* Mind load slowwwwwwwwwww says:
Yeah , maybe .,

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
when thr's awill,thr's a way mah..

* Its not maybe , its wont says:
Ohok . Right ~

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
im gg down in awhile to meet phin n aleaf

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
to discuss abt our problems towards resv ppl

* Its not maybe , its wont says:
Ok

* Its not maybe , its wont says:
What happen t Iran & Aleaf ?

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
thats why i wanna meet

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
i wanna noe whats up

* Its not maybe , its wont says:
Ok , tell me also .

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
how ima suppose to tell ya?im nt online.

* Its not maybe , its wont says:
CALL LAH ! PHONE FAKE ONE UH !?

* Its not maybe , its wont says:
HAIYOYOYOYO !

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
after i noe abt his probs,i'call you

* Its not maybe , its wont says:
OK!

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
so what ya doin now?

* Its not maybe , its wont says:
Reading blog .

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
whose?

* Its not maybe , its wont says:
AY , I THOT YOU GO DOWN !?!?

* Its not maybe , its wont says:
Unknowns

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
at 1.15am

* Its not maybe , its wont says:
Uh cheh !

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
is xenia okay?

* Its not maybe , its wont says:
Yah , why ?

* Its not maybe , its wont says:
Ay , why ask?

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
well..

* Its not maybe , its wont says:
Say lah !

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. i-will-change-reality.blogspot says:
juz wondering lar!haha..cant?

* Its not maybe , its wont says:
Ay , scare me uh ! I thot what siolsxz !





alot has happened.
alot has changed.
the ppl,the conversations,the jokes,the everything
i've changed too i guess.
bcoz of stress due to work n stuffs.
im no more they guy that can take pain n move on.
im holding on to silly things.small silly thngs that happened amongst us.
im no more the same-old-sheep.

meimei is loved!

after arguing with xenia,tis what happened,


Hello Byebye Takecare says:
Well , im not looking down on you =.=

Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. walking on the hills at night,with those fireworks and candle lights. says:
yea,thot tis would b a happy convo..but now..


* Hello Byebye Takecare says:
Ok , thn my fault . You're right , everythng's changing now .


Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. walking on the hills at night,with those fireworks and candle lights. says:
you may think tat im not trying to b close to resv ppl.


* Hello , Takecare , Byebye I didnt mean t say that , but well .. Its ok . says:
Nonono , its not think


Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. walking on the hills at night,with those fireworks and candle lights. says:
SO ITS NOT THINK?THN MEANS U NOE IM NOT TRYING TO B CLOSE???


Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. walking on the hills at night,with those fireworks and candle lights. says:
god damn it,


* Hello , Takecare , Byebye I didnt mean t say that , but well .. Its ok . says:
Nonono , idk how t say .


* Hello , Takecare , Byebye I didnt mean t say that , but well .. Its ok . says:
Aiyah , idk lah !


Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. walking on the hills at night,with those fireworks and candle lights. says:
huh...tis is one of e reasons why im hanging out more with phin,



Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. walking on the hills at night,with those fireworks and candle lights. says:
thot u'd understand..but ur lyk everybody else...


* Hello , Takecare , Byebye Godamnit , i ruin your prettyful mood ! says:
& Bcos of you hanging out w him .....


Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. walking on the hills at night,with those fireworks and candle lights. says:
damn it...ive made a very big mistake in lyf


* Hello , Takecare , Byebye Godamnit , i ruin your prettyful mood ! says:
I thot .....


* Hello , Takecare , Byebye sent 6/2/2008 12:31 PM:
Nvm ..


Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. walking on the hills at night,with those fireworks and candle lights. says:
seriously...out of all resv ppl,i thot u u're the one that will nvr hav that hought of me forgetting resv ppl


* Im so godamn sorry for saying that ): says:
I sld say , cos you're spending more time w your bestbro & working thats why.


Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. walking on the hills at night,with those fireworks and candle lights. says:
thn that makes u think forget bout everybody?even sadder


* Im so godamn sorry for saying that ): says:
Yeah .. Cos recently , me & Sab's thinking that everybody's drifting apart . So Xenia thinks that she's drifting apart w her korkor . But nvm ......


* Im so godamn sorry for saying that ): says:
Sorry , my fault .


Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. No mood.thnx to you.meimei. says:
i dowan u to ever think lyk dat again.understand?


* Im so godamn sorry for saying that ): says:
If i can ?


Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. No mood.thnx to you.meimei. says:
im nvr gonna drift apart from you guys,esp my own meimei


Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. No mood.thnx to you.meimei. says:
tat would only mean im a backstabber.


* LOL , no matter how sad i am , i couldnt cry . Haaaaaah . says:
Nonono , that'll be a drifter .


Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. No mood.thnx to you.meimei. says:
same thing.


* LOL , no matter how sad i am , i couldnt cry . Haaaaaah . says:
Nonono , drifter is drifter . Its different .


Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. No mood.thnx to you.meimei. says:
hmm..haha


* LOL , no matter how sad i am , i couldnt cry . Haaaaaah . says:
Dont haha whn you're sad .


Racism,prejudice.Fcuk them. No mood.thnx to you.meimei. says:
its becoz u brought back my prettyful mood by a lil.




thn fer a second,i thot maybe im exaggerating.
maybe im being such a flower.
idk.but everythings okay now =)

thnx xenia,after breaking my heart,u tried to put it back together =)
you are loved by korkor =D

offended?definitely.

okay,soo taday was lyk normal day,go work at 2.15,end at 11.05pm
phinniy ended late tdy,soo i decicded to wait fer hym.
but was too long soo i went home.
OH N BTW,I DIDN'T MAKE ANY MISTAKES AT WORK TODAY!!
SOO BOSS,NO CHANCE FER YOU TO TARGET ME,ASSBUTCH!YOU RACISTS BASTARD!I MEAN BITCH!I MEAN..ARGH.DUNNO LAH,BASTBITCH CAN LAH!


went home at abt 2.50,showered n went online.
talked to xenia in msn

tis how it goes,

kabeng:
wei!

kambeng:
long tym no see u!

xenia:
Yeah ):

kambeng:
heard tat nana staed wit khai..

xenia:
Uh huh

kambeng:
xenia muz b angry!

xenia:
Nopee . Why say that ?

kambeng:
"even if i cried a thousand tears,would u come back t me?"

kambeng:
obvious dude

xenia:
Thats a song =.=

kambeng:
rite..haha

xenia:
Really what . Dont believe , up t you lo .

kambeng:
haha..up to me?cannot down to me?LOL

xenia:
Might as well say left =.=

kambeng:
why not right?LOL

xenia:
Idk ?

xenia:
I thot you forget resv ppl alrdy ?



that shook me fer awhile,
nvr had anyone said tat to me.
i was disappointed but i hide it.pretend nothing happened.
how could someone whom i take as meimei said tis??
has everybody changed already?
sad.n i mean it.i may not show.coz i felt ur lookin down on me meimei.
how dare you...



no mood due to tis.thnx alot ay?thot i would feel happy by chattin with you.but guess not =(
n now im crying my heart out.seriously.V SAD.

popeye's chicken!

woke up,looked at the tym,2.30pm.
slept at 6am,soo not enuff sleep =(
me n phinny planned to go to singapore flyers.
soo yeah,of course i was lookin forward to it.coz its our day-off from work.
went to tampines GV to collect phinny's wallet coz he left it there -.-"
along the way i met my sis,she's gonna watch sex n the city wit her frens.
too bad i wasn't working that day,if not,i could hav given her an extra ticket!FAKE!


we bus-ed down to marina,reached at abt 7
went to starbucks to slack fer awhile,thn walked to the singapore flyers =)
before that i had called abby to ask whether she could joined me n phinny,but she was out wit her frens.
soo we slacked n such.
bored,we talked abt girls.standard mah,guys mah.
talked abt our ex's n girls we lyk.


at arnd 9.40,called Ain n talked to her coz we we're damn bored!
talk n talk till 1030,thn went to popeye's.the chicken wasn't spicy at all.it tastes lyk normal chicken!
thn abby called

kambeng:hello?

abby:hello?

kambeng:yea?

abby:james?

kambeng:james??

abby:ay,who is this?

kambeng:erm..kambeng?

abby:ouh!haha!called the wrong person!

kambeng:wtf..haha

abby:sorry,sorry!thot u were james!

kambeng:ahahah

abby:kk,bye

kambeng:bye,tc


okay,dunno bout u readers,but it was kinda funny how the convo started.
soo,at least she killed 1 min of my boredom tym =)


slacked a while more till we decided to go back bedok n slack.went back at arnd 10.47pm
sat under 703 area thr.listened to songs n such.

the fun thing abt today was at least i get to spent tym wit my bestbro.
usually donot hav so coz of work =(
it really sucks lor!N MY BOSS IS RACIST!SHE SCOLDED ME IN CHINESE,
THINKING I WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND!
AY,KNS,WAN SCOLD,SCOLD IN ENGLISH AH NNB!Y?UR ENGLISH LOUSY AH?MOTHER NVR TEACH ONE MEH??WHALIAO!

SHE SAID I DON'T FIT IN THE COMPANY COZ I ACCIDENTALLY OVERCHARGED A CUSTOMER.CCB,I UNDERSTAND CHINESE OKKAAY?

THINK I MALAY DUNNO CHINESE?NNB,KNN FCUKERBUTCH!


glad i got that off my chest!hee~