skate date at 6

today isnt lyk any other day,
woke up at 1.20 when actually i was suppose to meet katek at arnd 12 plus.SORRY!
it was quite moody actually
wen to katek's house to borrow his deck.he sort of repaired some parts of it fer me.
off we went back to resv to meet the rest.
when i reached there,nelson,jem,phinny,lolok n mad nor were skating.
so ijoined them..wasn't really in the mood,coz worried abt iran.
our friendship is starting to fall apart due to minor misunderstandings.
sooo,
skate till 6,went home to change n went down to jetty to meet e rest.
thr,haron,iran n afro were fishing.its good to see iran at least.
thot he wouldn't come down anymore.
continued skating,till my damn wheel came off!FCUK!
i was already having fun till it happened!useless piece of wood!
soo,tried callin nelson to see if he has any spares,but no.he doesnt hav any =(
damn!
borrowed katek's deck fer a while,skate till i couldnt anymore,too tired i guess.
went to 7-11 to buy a drink.thn,off to slack some more.
went home at abt 10.20.coz i couldn't take it no more.
went online,not in the mood.
iran wrote in his pm saying he could live even without me n e rest.
was very disappointed.very very disappointed.
i wrote in my pm reminding hym of all the times we use to hav.when it was all cool.

nothing betta to do,so i went to hav a puff.
REALLY,SERIOUSLY NOT IN THE MOOD

why does it hav to b tis way?y cant u juz put our differences aside?
whats done is done.forget bout it.its not lyk i planned it or sumthing.
it was never my intention to do so.


honestly speaking,after being brothers fer more thn 2 yrs,
resv ppl,or what i'd to call it,is fallin apart.SERIOUSLY.
if tis continues,i guess i will juz hav to find new friends.but i juz cant bear to leave u guys.
you guys hav been thr for me all the tym,im sorry if i wasnt thr fer you guys though,
im sorry to say tis,
feels lyk thr is no more reason to come down n meet u guys.except fer skaters.
only thing im lookin forward is to skate wit you guys again.honestly.
sick of ppl who can't understand us.we do what we want.aiite guys?
we don't hav to tell anybody anything.
juz let it be,it will all go away soon enuff.

Skate,takraw =)

Had real fun today.

went to resv to meet the rest.

awhile later,nelson came with jeremy.they brought their decks with them.

skate arnd a lil.thn they decided to go to a nearby carpark to skate.CoOL~

went to 4th floor n started skating.

had falls n injuries but its worth it.its another way i can express myself i guess.IT WAS DAMN TIRING LOR!

skate till abt 6.30 n went home.had to change n stuffs becoz we're gg to play takraw with

e rest of the group at 8pm.=)

Met up with the rest of the group at 702 multi-purpose court.

got ready n started warmng up.

had a few matches.my team lost alot of games coz we're nt really good at it.hee~

ended at arnd 10.20pm,went to void deck n slacked.

fooled arnd abit,till i brought up my dilemma.

phinny gave me advise n such.

tis is what he said"if fionna wants you,den juz go for it la!hotstuff ma!,stead with her n find out

what she really wants from you...".

i didnt agree to what he said,

even if i did do what he said,wouldn't that juz mean tat im using her??

wouldn't that mean going steady with her is not out of love,but out of curiousity??

Phinny,i don't hav feelings fer her,believe it or not,up t you.

i noe its hard to get beautiful girls lyk her,but i juz don't feel it.

i look up to her as a friend,close FRIEND maybe.

idk what to say bout tis.i dun wanna think abt her.i wont give her a call tonite.trust me.

i cant bring myself to say NO.idk why,dun wanna hurt her feelings.

oh,n xenia meimei msged me saying that she cnt bring bubble gums fer me =(

SAD LA SEY!NO BUBBLEGUM!HMPH!

Our expediiton =0

it was 10 in the morning,im outside iran's house.

phinny planned to meet up at iran's but ended up he accompanied fey to bedok north.

he told me he would b waiting at 535.so i hurried thr.

it was already 10.16am n we're late fer our interview at 11!

met them n went off to tampines GV.

thought we were gonna get lectured or sumthing,but PHEW¬

the manager sort of closed one eye i guessed!hee¬

so we planned out our roster n will b starting work tis friday at 6.30pm!

WHALAU WEI!UNTIL 3AM IN THE MORNING SIA!

LUCKY I'LL BE GETTIN 3HRS OF DOUBLE PAY...HMPH!

but what to do?its work.gta get use to it.

Fey waited fer us at the arcade.it took us about 25 mins of interview n already complained,

saying its been more thn an hour!KUAT PAITAO PEH ANAK!

so we joked on our way to e bustop.

headed to iran's house n slacked till e rest came.

iran's house is lyk a hotel.its comfy n spacious.so tats why we ususally meet thr

before gg anywhere else!

About 2 hrs or so later,we went down to play pool.Jeremy paid fer the table!hees¬thnx bro!

we played fer an hour,Jeremy lost to me once!but won me twice...PAISEH SIA!

tis is what happens if u brag too much!haha!

soon,alot more came,so it was really fun =)

after the game we went outside to clown arnd(as usual =))

do a lil jump together n stuffs.it was pure FUN!

later on i went home to change n stuffs.came back down to jetty at 8.

when suddenly i had tis crazy ideas of exploring the dark places nearby.

At first we wanted to go to red house,but figured it was too far =(

instead,we went through kaki prison sch n made one round back!it was totally dark!

i cant even see Nas becoz he's too black =p

Went back home at abt 10,bathed,tv-ied,went online.

Right now talkin with Fionna over the phone while blogging.

MULTI-TASKING ME!hee¬

but wait,i need to get something off my chest.

i noe lately we've been close n such.

but i donno where im gg with you.

Did u use yuan ting's phone to msg me saying"do you hav feelin's fer Fionna?Coz she does fer you".

Did you?!

all i hav to say is,im nort sure yet.sometimes i feel lyk i hav it,sometimes i dun.

imagine if we were to b together but im not sure whether to hav feelins fer you.

wouldn't tat hurt you?

give me more time to think.plz.

Dear xenia meimei,WHEN THE HELL ARE YOU COMIN BACK?!?!

KORKOR MISSES YOU!

KORKOR MISSES YOUR NONSENSE!

KORKOR MISSES YOUR LAME-NESS!

btw,you promised me bubble gum,so i'll be expecting it when u come back!

Nyahahahaha!

tiring yet fun day =)

WELL,went down to buy something when all of e sudden,Nas the bangla came!
i 've always looked up to Nas as a great,considerate friend.but bro,
at times you just make me feel sick lyk hell!Cant believe you ate nonsensical stuffs.
and when i say nonsensical,i really mean it!
YOU ATE GRASSHOPPERS,PRAYING MANTIS N EVEN WORMS!
WORMS THAT ARE DUG FROM THE GROUND,
GRASSHOPPERS FROM THE TREE,
AND MANTIS FROM THE DIRTY TREE BRANCH!

YOU FCUKIN ASSHOLE?!DIDNT YOUR MOM THOUGHT YOU WHAT TO EAT??
ok,maybe it's a lil mean to insult his mom,IM SORRY!

After that,we went down to Iran's house.COOL!
when reached there,we met Shah.
i was lyk...WOAH,LONG TIME NO SEE BRUDDER!
then he went on smilin n said he was busy lately wif school n stuffs.

Later on,e rest of e group came.
at arnd 2,me and phinny went to look fer holiday jobs.
we tried applying at BOSSINI but hav to go to HQ fer interview.soo...naaah
went to GIORDANO,they said no vacancy.
ADIDAS,no vacancy
CONVERSE,no vacancy
GOLDEN VILLAGE,YES VACANCY!
so we filled out the application form,n waited fer their call.
at arnd 5,they called n say to drop by fer an interview,WOOHOOO
most lykly to get the job coz they call us n asked whether we could work
at a longer period on saturdays.

happy yet tired
nothing much happened,juz plain slacking.

thats when i decided to bring my camera n snap photos!
went back down at arnd 7,got a lil help n advise from phinny n Farhan.
these guys are lyk...MY REAL BLOOD BROTHERS!
they see lyf the same way as i do,
they understand what i'm lookin fer in my photos,
thnx to u guys,i can see more interesting things in lyf!

Enuff of photography,we took a pic of our own!
got Jeremy n farhan to jump in the air with me while phinny took pics!
its was really fun!but tiring though =)
but its worth it all.i got to spent some time with my closest brothers.
they noe me lyk...i noe me!HAAAS!

with that,i went home n took another look at the pics.
upload it,logged out,thn blogged =)